This year I didn't need any antidepressants for the 1st time in my 10 years illness. My concerns were and still are more about manic manifestations, not depressive ones. Which means I think my so called "hedonic setpoint" moves away from depression. Which is not bad, in my opinion.
However, a few days ago, I started to feel my dopamine is going down lowering my mood and energy. I am on risperidone 1mg, seroquel 150mg (a strange combo) which worked well. So i removed 25mg seroquel. I resemble this by throwing one bag of sand to lift the balloon.
My 2 questions:
-- If I keep throwing more bags, is it OK so long it lifts me up. But suppose this doesn't lift me up in the end, but
helps me to survive, is this OK as far as BP handling is concerned, i.e. should I take anything even though I
can more or less handle my problems. To put it otherwise, is there a minimum dose of anything that I should
take because there is a common say, BP must be tackled aggressively i.e. great doses of drugs OR is it
depending on the symptoms only.
-- My experience tells me that depression is better than mania for the brain but worse for the pt. DOES anybody
know really something which works for depression apart from AD's.
thanks