bipolar

[25andhurt]

hey i did sumthin dumb 2nite n cut up ma arms n i have to c ma doc 2moro. the reason i did it was cuz my ex told me its my fault i got raped n that our hole 3 yrs together i got on his nervs. he also said y wld i want to be around sum mad btch n it really hurt me to d point wher i hate maself for letting him rape me. wish i was never born. took 10 valium 2nite n it ent worked what can i do

[Xila31]

That's good. You deserve better than that. No one should be treated that way. Well, hopefully you are getting closer to getting away from these people who hurt you and soon you'll be well on your way to recovery.

[25andhurt]

thank u xila31 2day after i went to my docs i thaught about it n it is not worth me beating myself up for his ignorence im worth more than this and since then ive just gone completely off him. feel bad for the next girl who ends up with him!x.x.x

[Xila31]

I'm so sorry! I hope you're okay and glad you are going to the doctor.

First off, you need to get all of these toxic people out of your life. He is a stupid idiot for saying it is your fault for getting raped. That is not true. It is never ever the victims fault and a lot of stupid people run around blaming the victim. That's like saying "oh, it was the baby's fault that I shook her until her brain cord snapped." No! Of course it isn't the baby's fault. And it isn't your fault.

Secondly, he is a complete jerk and if you were so annoying for 3 years, then why did he stay with you? It sounds like he's just trying to blame you for things for no reason. Those other things he said are rude and untrue. You do not deserve to be spoken to like that.

So, what you need to do is not talk to him anymore. If he calls, don't answer. If he comes over, don't go to the door. You do not deserve to be treated that way. You are going to get out of a bad situation and have a good life!