Tell your doctor tomorrow about how your moods are swinging from depression to normal and then happy and then....talk to him about those side effects, and your obsessions. Tell him also about the "noises" you hear and your fears. It is all important for him to know. Write it down on paper so you can look at it tomorrow and not forget something you wanted to tell him.
You aren't crazy. You are a survivor of abuse which can make a lot of things threatening to you. It is not your fault.
Things good and bad constantly change our brain's chemistry and physical parts. Right now your chemistry sounds like it is out of balance. along with your doctor's help, and your counseling, and a need to start putting new things into your life, reading, walking, biking, dancing, teas with a friend, skating, whatever interests you, these things all help to change the chemistry in your brain and making new circuitry for the better. You have to be your own advocate in getting the help you need.
thanx hun i will do 2moro when i go to my doctors thanx for ur reply hun!x
hi, why don't you get a med check at the doc. sounds like they may be off. you are right, it's not your fault at all.
like 2nite i cant sleep cuz my mind is racing. ive also started hearing my front door unlock 2 and make my mum check that its still locked every 10 mins im sure she is gettin tired of me and i dnt blame her but it's not my fault god bless her anyway.x.x.x god bless all my medhelp family to!X.X.X