Hello.. The first posting is usually the one with the most anxiety. We're all like you. We check in from time to time, some more than others and it also depends on how it feels to respond, if one is capable or comfortable to respond or post, and what is going on in our lives. There is no commitment or obligation to answer or respond. Just remember the forums are public.You may want to check up on the Depression forum, also. You are perfectly welcome in the bipolar forum if you don't have bipolar disorder. Most of us go through depression. I certainly have.
What brings you here, and how are you doing?
You can search around posts, past postings and topics, and see what the site.
Also, if you are having technical difficulties or concerns, or have Medhelp issues, see the Contact Us below on this page or on your Medhelp My Page, which os the one that has your description, mood trackers, watch list, etc. or whatever you chose to have on it. They will usually get back to you within a couple of days.
You are talking here.
The hard part is waiting for someone to respond.
What is the cause of your depresion?
Have you talked to a doctor?