I've never felt lonely before, but I do now for some weird reason. Its hard to explain, I just do.. Theres this guy who I used to talk to three years ago when I was on diet pills. He somehow found out where I lived, even though I never told him where I did live, and is now stalking me. All I remember of him is that he was a good friend to me. He prevented me from feeling more horrible than what I already was. I don't know, I just miss that sense of knowing that I always have someone who I can turn to no matter what. Someone who won't judge me or anything, someone who just listens. I don't have that in my real life. I have to turn to music, but lately it just has not been working that well. Don't know why.
I know this could turn into something bad, and I do want to make this feeling end because it feels too strange for me. Yet I don't know how to make it end before it does. How do I deal with this before it turns into something bad?