I'm 53 and have had fibrocystic breasts all my life and 1 or 2 rounds of needle aspirations, but they were perhaps 10 years ago, give or take a few. Now they found multiple micro calcifications and asymmetry of some sort, bilaterally. I have dense breasts When I raise my arms I see dents and puckers and not sure if peaux d orange mixed with wrinkles , tethering in general, around the areola looks just hideous in a rather large area bilaterally, like extremely wrinkled and yucky. I thought this is just what happens with age? but nothing obvious like nipple retraction or leaking, except once a couple years back I had spontaneous leaking, but it was like off white milk colored and only lasted a day or 2. I know nobody can say yes, you have cancer, or, no you don't without those test results and next I get an ultrasound and another mammogram. I've smoked 43 years but I also breast fed 4 children who are adults, now, so that's supposed to make me immune, isn't it? Really not sure if I have fat necrosis or breast cancer. No palpable lumps in my breasts at all, but I did see an irregular, elongated mass on the screen at my ultrasound up high that I wasn't supposed to look at for some idiotic reason. I have had shooting pains in the left breast that come and go like spasms and they are electrifying. I don't recall if there was a shadow with that elongated thing I saw, it was such a brief glimpse and I didn't know to look for star shapes or microcalcifications then. I do feel one node in left armpit and inguinal lymph nodes all the way out to accessory node location ache a bit, but no palpable nodes there, either. Does this sound like anything or nah? I had a good pap smear a couple years back and even a uterine biopsy, and that was all good, so I don't understand the groin pain. It felt as if it woud herniate about a week ago when I coughed, but not anymore. Also, could be related, but I have some new dents in my forehead on the right side and they're spreading slowly and a crack on the right side, too. Nothing like that on the left and when I cough sometimes it makes my orbit and temple feel like it must be broken. Probably unrelated. I don't know. My thyroid went nuts again and I have gerd. I feel like a systemic train wreck. haha but I'm not afraid. I just want to know.