I came down with a cold on Thurdsay 6th December 2007, then on the Tuesday I woke up when i felt myself being sick, although i wasn't sick, i just kept retching and gagging. I'm sure it was because i'd swallowed alot of phlegm in the night, it happend once before 8 years ago but i was ok by the afternoon.
On that Tuesday afternoon though, i started coughing, it was a really horrible cough that wouldn't go away until i was sik with clear phlegm.
Then on the Friday it happend again. Now, for the past 5 days i've woken up feeling really sik, and keep gagging, (although i'm not actually being sik) only now the horrible phlegm and sik feeling is lasting all day.
I have to sleep sitting up (otherwise my throat get really clogged with thick phlegm), which is very uncomfortable and I am hardly sleeping now because i feel so sick and keep having panic attacks.
I've been ill for 6 years with an eating disorder, brought on by my fear of being sik, (i only eat toast, sandwiches and breakaway biscuits because they are my "safe foods", its been that was since 2001) so right now i'm living through my worst nightmare.
In the past 6 years to present, i''ve had agoraphobia and social phobia (and other mental health issues), I was battling hard (and winning) to overcome these fears, but now i'm right back to square 1, being stuck in bed all day, not going out, not seeing anyone. It's putting a huge amount of pressure on my relationship with my boyfriend because although we live together, we aren't spending time together because i'm in bed all day, and he's having to make my breakfast, dinner ect.
I don't have anyother symptoms except the phlegm in my throat (which is clear and thin, sometimes it's abit thick). If i swallow it it makes me sik, if i try to cough it up, especially in the mornings and in the night it can make me gag and retch. Rarely feel abit of a runny nose. No sore throat or any cold syptoms.
Even if i don't cough, i still gag ad wretch. I'm having all the feelings and actions of being sick but nothing is actually coming out.
I'm so desperate for help, i'm feeling so suisidal right now, I always said if I was ever sick that i would kill myself because thats how huge my fear is, .please can someone give me any answers and advice on how to stop to gagging and nausea.