I can't sleep...it's 2am.telephone keeps ringing...its some who sexually attacked me a few days ago. i am not pressing charges because I don't want to put myself through that whole seen. I know how horrible it is because I was raped when I was 16. This time I was able to stop it before it went as far intercourse but it stirred up all the old feelings of when I was raped. Normally I would turn to my husband for help but he died 4 and half years ago at the age of 37. We met when we were 16, fell in love , had 3 wonderful kids , then one night it was over...he was dead. I see a Psych and I go to therapy. I also made an appointment for wed.to see a rape counselor. Wed. can't get here fast enough. I am very scared and paranoid. I already suffer from severe depression and chronic pain. Plus i'm always struggling financially. I receive SSI and with that money i have to take care of both me and my 20yr. old daughter. I really don't know what to do about this man who assaulted me. Please help, give me direction.
My son and his wife broke the order of protection I had against both of them. They have been in jail almost 2 weeks because they can't make bail. In the process they lost custody of her son from a previous relationship. I know the first thing they are going to do when they hit the street is come after me because they are going to blame me about their son. What they don''t realize CPS was in the process of putting him into foster care already. Saturday my landlord is going to put a peep hole in my door. That will make me feel a little safer. Orders of Protections are good things but let's face it a piece of paper isn't going to protect you if your out on the street.
Please help ....I need advice on how to protect myself from all three of them. I can't be a prisoner in my own home.