First, I don't know anything about you, obviously, but you don't have to exercise indoors -- if you're you're healthy enough get outdoors. Run, bike, walk a couple hours, play a sport -- when you were a kid did you exercise indoors? You can even do yoga outdoors (if you don't have Tiger mosquitoes). So that's one thing. So no excuse not to exercise even if you can't afford to go the gym. As for the other problem, if you can't discuss this with your boyfriend, maybe the relationship isn't as strong as you thought. You want a partner you can talk to, no? Just be nice about it. And eating right is also not a problem you can't work on right now even in your circumstances -- you can always eat right. Don't look for excuses, that's what us depressed people do, that's what depression is. Keep fighting.