I take pills for depression, and panic attacks, I have been to rehab, I have talked to counselors, but when I come home, I face the bills I cant pay, I face the lonely days and night I have gone through for the past 5 years, and now they are getting worse. But no one can place someone in your life to help you. the other night I had a panic attack, laid in my floor and cried until it finally eased up. but there was no one to help me, no one to talk to. being alone is hell. Now I feel as if I am losing control, to the point I really want to hurt someone, or even myself. I can find not reason to live like this any more
have you had any replies,zepshanks? I need someone to talk with also. Maybe we could help each other?
i need a friend bad need someone to talk to
yes I,m hear lets sort life out together
i feel what your saying i just feel lke i cant talk to anyone unless their understanding maybe by talking to each other we can help we other feel better about living instead of living for nothing well atleast thats how i feel an idont know why an its killing me slowly
Hi Nina, My heart goes out to you. I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad. The very first thing I want to say is, killing yourself is not the answer. There are other answers out there you just need to find a healthy one. Talking to a Therapist and even your school counselor which I would recommend first because you can see him/her tomorrow. I worked in school clinic and we even referred students to the counselor. They can really help you and get the ball rolling with you, your parents and then a Therapist and dr. These are serious emotions, wanting to end your life and cutting yourself. Don't be afraid to ask for help.
Have you shared your feelings with your mom or dad? Did you tell your mom why you cut and how you were feeling?
I'm wondering if your moms reaction to your cutting was out of fear because her initial reaction sounded like panic. Sitting her down and explaining what your feelings are about might help you both.
I don't know what's going on in your life right now that's made you feel so bad but talking to someone could save your life and also help you to feel better. I hope you can talk to your parents but if for some reason you can't then either
way, Please go see the counselor at your school tomorrow.
Your at an age where your hormones may need to be checked by your dr. They can play havoc on your moods and thinking if they are a little off. Something important to consider. Keep us posted on how you are doing. Your parents love you and care about you. We care what happens to you, Crystal