I honestly just need someone to talk to,I'm just so lost sometimes,I know I'm not okay,I've heard the voices since I was 11,I'm going to be 18 soon,I've only told maybe 4 people about my problem, I know it won't be fixed quick,but I'm just wondering, how can I fight the depression they bring with them,Im not sad,but,when the thought's come,its not small,its like q wave tearing me down day by day until I just don't want to wake up anymore,I don't know what to do,I'm ******* bat **** insane and all I want is a normal life,just, somebody talk to me