I have been doing fine until recently when I had a breakup and return of my depression. I was on effexor for years and it helped me when I first got off drugs I was addicted to for years . After several years the effexor made me not feel many normal emotions like grief and made me semi impotent. I got off off it a year ago and it was a bear but am glad. I wasn't taking anything for months but the my doc wanted me to try welbutrin which I take but don't know how effective it is. It does seem to take away the urge for smoking so I continue taking it. I know SSRI's are important for many as they once were for me but I can't go back. That's why I'm here and why I go just recently started seeing a therapist. No question just wanted to vent and hear from others.