I woman I work with has depression. Has taken meds from her family doctor but says they don't work and has them changed. Says she has thoughts of driving off the road, etc. Her doctor wanted her to talk to a therapist a few years ago but she said no. I asked her at work why not and she said she had me to talk to. I am not a therapist, just her coworker. In fact, I see a psychiatrist and therapist for my depression and anxiety. Seemed strange I was the one in therapy and not her. Anyhow, she's 40, very immature, her 21-year-old daughter is much more mature. When at work, she jokes around, laughs, seems like she's so happy, and sometimes I have a hard time laughing along with her. I asked her about it and she said she looks to me as a very good friend and she's happy to come to work with me and talk. She does, and always has, had trouble with her kids until they got older, and I believe she's getting older but cannot grow up. She tells me all her troubles out of work and I try to help her but again I've told her I'm not a therapist and what I say is probably the wrong advice. She finally went to a therapist a few weeks ago and sees a psychiatrist next week, she went through a program through our employer. She asked her therapist what I had asked her about being so happy at work but yet depressed. Therapist then just asked her about her job and that she does enjoy coming to work. Friend tells me and her therapist that she's not depressed at work, just most everything else. She does have a habit of lying once in awhile and I'm just not sure what to believe about her. She says I'm her bestest friend and I look at us as just friendly coworkers but outside of work, not much in common at all. In our discussions at work about how we feel, no matter what I say about my feelings, wanting to die, my outlook, etc,, she always says she feels the same way. Like I said, I have a hard time believing much of what she says. Maybe she really is suffering depression, it's just different than how I feel. I never feel happy or like to joke around like she does at work, then be so depressed outside of work. BTW, she has divorced her husband, newly engaged and seems happy with him, a very different life than she had with her ex, not so many problems with her kids now that they're older. With my depression, I seem sad and lonely all the time, and this is something that seems to be getting worse. Thank you all.
Friends are important when you are depressed...Its nice of you to talk to her. ANd your right, she should see a therapist because although she talks to you, its almost not fair for her to rely on you to help her cure her depression. Keep pushing for the therapist, and good luck!