could i be depressed???

[motherofan18month]

i have been having these feelings since mid december. at first i thought i was pregnant cuz i had abnormal periods, and have been putting on some weight. i took to HPT's and they were positive (husband & i were so excited)...a few days later i took 2 more tests & both of them were negative( it literally broke my heart) just thinking baout it right now makes me cry i dont have the funds to go to e.r. or doctor office to have test ran seeing as i am still having these pregnancy symptoms.i have been so tired that within the last 3 months all i have done is sat around my house & watched my son play ( i have gave him food & bath & clean diapers) loved on him, but lately i feel like he's is the only reason i get up in the morning.my husband has been very upset with me over the lasts month or so because i might wash a load of clothes every now and then and wash enough dishes to eat out of every now and then, but i cant bring myself to do anything else. thursday found out my son has RSV and yesterday he was labeled as highly asmathic. i threw my cigarretes away. and i sat up all night just sitting here doing nothing.....this morning  when my husband got up he started complaining that i was always staying up all night and not eating good enough and i flew off the handle on him. he left to go to work and didn't speak another word to me until i called him a few minutes ago................my mom just called & we got in an arguement over nothing...enough rambling......i just have noone to talk to that has the time to listen............

[motherofan18month]

thanks guys! i really appreciate you taking the time to read my post. i took my son to doctor again and they put him on 2 more medicines. if nothing has changed by tommorow more than likely he will be put in the hospital. this is killing me he was a healthy baby when he was born but a month after he was born he had to have hernia surgery, then again at 2 months. he has had breathing trouble ever since. i think the biggest part of my depression is him staying so sick all the time. i am feeling a lil better today seeing as i picked up a pack of cigarettes yesterday to calm my nerves and it worked.

[peachsurprize]

Sounds like you are burdened and stressed out. YES go see a therapist to talk it out and get some of the load off your mind! you could be depressed and an antidepressant will help you lift your mood. If you are low income. Call the local health dept in your town city or county and ask for a referral to a free or low cost clinic. Do something now before you feel way out of control and cant be  a mom to your kids!

[peachsurprize]

Sounds like you are burdened and stressed out. YES go see a therapist to talk it out and get some of the load off your mind! you could be depressed and an antidepressant will help you lift your mood. If you are low income. Call the local health dept in your town city or county and ask for a referral to a free or low cost clinic. Do something now before you feel way out of control and cant be  a mom to your kids!

[peachsurprize]

Sounds like you are burdened and stressed out. YES go see a therapist to talk it out and get some of the load off your mind! you could be depressed and an antidepressant will help you lift your mood. If you are low income. Call the local health dept in your town city or county and ask for a referral to a free or low cost clinic. Do something now before you feel way out of control and cant be  a mom to your kids!

[mommyofKassandCora]

Hi.. sorry no one has replied to you.  I am here to listen anytime!
It sounds like you might be depressed.  I have suffered with bouts of depression for a few yrs.