Awhile back I had unprotected sex with a couple different girls. Like most people today. The contacts were short cause I didn't feel right about having intercourse without a condom. Like stopping after 2 min each. Even though both claimed to be clean I couldn't help but wonder if they did or didn't have anything. Ever since the encounters I have been almost debilitatingly nervous about what I could have gotten. It's really becoming ridiculous as to how much it is affecting me.
The encounters I had were about 8 months and 7 months ago. Ever since them I have been examining my penis all of the time. I'm really a reck about it. I started doing it so much I actually started to chafe. Then about 5 months ago I started to see a slightly raised area on the very tip of my penis. Right to the right of wear I pee. The area is about 2 centimeters across and oval in shape. it is more catered to the underside of my penis as well. The area inside the abrasion is slightly discolored in florescent light, but not really noticeable under normal light. Only a crazy person like me would notice it. Also the area inside the bump (if you can call it that) looks just slightly more rigid then the rest of the head of my penis. When I get erect though the area cannot be seen. Also if I stop getting aroused altogether it seems to become less noticeable but doesn't go away all together. It's almost as if the more I use my penis the more inflamed it gets.
I have gone to two different doctors now, and the second doctor twice. The first doctor wasn't a dermatologist, and he didn't know what it was. After I talked him into it he proscribed genital wart cream to me to try just in case it was. I used as described and nothing happened. The area didn't go away, or get phased by the cream at all. He said that if it didn't work then it probably wasn't, and to not worry about it. But I couldn't let it go, so I then went to a dermatologist. He looked and said it was probably nothing. Not until i pointed it out did he even really acknowledge that it was there. But since I am freaking out about it I went back to him about a month later and he still didn't think that it was anything. He said that the only real way to see if it was a wart was to take a tissue sample and get it examined. But that would just leave a bigger scar their for me to worry about. He also said that even with the sample it would more than likely turn out to be nothing.
I think my biggest problem is that no one is letting me know what it could be. Neither of the doctors seemed too concerned with the area. But with the amount of checking I've done, I mean it really could be a scar by now. Also after using a wart cream for about a month I doubt it is a wart. Especially since two different doctors didn't seam to worry about it.
I have now looked online, a bunch, at genital wart pictures and it really doesn't look anything like the images I've seen. What I have is more like a slightly darker piece of skin that looks like I've rubbed the head of my penis too long and it's slightly inflamed. But it doesn't go away. It does however variate on how noticeable it is. The dermatologist said that I also have folding in the underneath part of wear I pee which is also slightly discolored at the same color.
So I guess after all this I am really asking what are the things that it could be. With all of the things I've gone through I really doubt that it is a genital wart, but I'm the type of person that would really hate to give someone something. So any ideas on what it could be and any over the counter treatments i could try to reduce the visibility of it for me. No one else would even notice it. Thanks