I need your help with me and my face! Ever since I was 10 years old I have had zits, spots, nasty acne and I am now 22 years old and I am seriously getting sick and tired of this! I have tried everything under the sun to control to get rid of my spots, but every time and everyday it is a really big struggle to get out of bed! This morning I was supposed to start a new job, but because of my face playing up e.g. make up not covering up and spots are bleeding I called in to my temping agency and told them my car wouldn't start only to stay at home and sort out my face!!
I use OXY for face wash and moisturize after showering. I drink plenty of water, I have fruit and vegetables most days.
I live in the UK and I feel whenever I go away on holiday my face clears up and as soon as I come home all the spots come back again. And I wonder why this is? I know it might be down to the sun and in England we dont get much sunshine, so going away on holiday is always a nice thing because my face clears up and I don't wear to much make up, if any!
But as soon as I hit the ground of the England they come back, and I dont know why? I feel like pouring bleach on to my face and just getting rid of the skin I have, but I know I'm not going to do that, but that is how I feel!!!!!!
I wouldn't call my spots, spots..... They turn into nasty big red things where you can see the underneath layer I dont know how to explain it, hopefully my picture you can see what I mean... but they are horrible nasty things!!!
I can not take it anymore! I have seen a few doctors and they put me on medicine yeah it would work for a while but if he stopped prescribing me the medicine, the spots would come back, I really would not mind staying on medicine for the rest of my life, if it means a clear face!!!!
Please tell me what to do! I am going crazy and I feel like just doing nothing and staying in my home and not going out. My husband is in the USAir Force and is being deployed in about a month and I will be visiting family soon and the last thing I want is a face full of spots seeing them!!!
Thank you for your time