From the first time I saw you, I loved you
You were so thin and sick.....My heart was breaking
When we took you home I never thought you would turn out to be the most perfect friend I had ever had,
That you would stand beside me when I was scared and that you would never do anything to hurt me
That you would be there for me through some of the worst moments in my life....
When you slept at night your snoring would keep me awake
When you would stand right in my way and refuse to move I would get frustrated
When you would lick me feet I hated it
When you'd heard Durias into the corner when a stranger walked by it mad me happy
When you curled up in front of the fire place and slept it made me feel at peace
When you would rest your head in my hands when I felt sad, you comforted me
The way you looked at me, your eyes where filled with love
But now you are gone
I took all those things for granted, the way they made me feel and the true meaning behind them
I know that I should have took more time to appreciate you and the little things you did
I wish I could have taken you for one last walk, one last swim, I wish you could have slept my bed one last time, that I could have heard you snore for one more night
Yesterday I had to let you go, I wanted so bad to be selfish, to keep you, to try one more thing
Even though they told me you wouldnt make it
After everything that you did for me, yesterday when I had to let you go
I hope it helped in some way that I was there
I hope you know just how much I love you, how much you are missed
Yesterday I held you while you took your last breath, I hope it helped you find peace
Love you Tia
xoxoxoxo