hallo.
Sorry for bad english, its not my language.
I have hocd (I hope), but the last time I stuck a female person in my head. And I can not be resolved. Constantly there and it makes me nervous, because then I ask myself, why is this and why that person, whether I am gay when I have a woman in the head. and my brain tells me that all I want.
I have a boyfriend, and I want to be with him always, but my stupid mind tells me that this disgusting female person what I want. BUT I DO NOT WANT TO !!!!! I do not want these thoughts and I do not want THIS woman in MY HEAD !!!!! But my mind says that I want. I have been a lot of everything, and I will go crazy !!!!! I just want that the person disappear from my head forever!
DID YOU EVER HAD THIS CASE. I've never heard of this. Whether this is pure O?