I'm a 45 year old man and have been seeing a woman for about 2 months. We have been sexually active for about a month. Before this relationship, I was celibate for 10 years after an especially bad divorce. I was really just taking time to find myself and find out what I want out of life. During my marriage and during celibacy, I never had a problem getting full erections during masturbation using porn and my imagination; ED never really occurred to me during this time.
The first time this new woman and I were intimate, I immediately had a problem getting an erection. It would get about 1/4 hard, but nothing more. Shortly after this, I noticed that I could no longer get full erections even when I masturbate by myself. I was able to finish by myself, but only about 3/4 erect. I talked to my doctor and got on Cialis 5mg daily. I feel it has helped slightly, but I still can't get fully erect. This new woman and I have had sex and I have had orgasms with her, but I can only get a 1/2 erection and only lying on my back with her on top. I do have periods of a full erection, namely in the morning and occasionally during masturbation, but they are short lived.
For years, I only masturbated in bed on my back under blankets. Maybe this has something to do with it? Sometimes I do feel a little exposed when having sex without the blankets, but I still can't get fully erect under the blankets like I used to during masturbation.
I'm thinking this is obviously psychological ED induced by anxiety and self-consciousness (I am overweight. However, I have lost about 130 lbs and had no problems getting full erections at my heaviest). Does anyone have any advice or maybe anything that has worked for a similar situation?
I recently started the mojo app program, but it's only been a couple days, and I'm not expecting miracles lol. Has anyone had any success with mojo?
Any words of wisdom or encouragement would help. Thank you!