2wwers Feb 2010

[Sammy_J]

I just had my IUI today and am officially in the 2ww!! This is my third back to back IUI so I've been getting shots daily from 6 November - very hard on my poor lil bum ;)
I'll be on hcg 1000 injections daily and progesterone suppositories 400mg each night.
My beta will probably be on 14/15 Feb.
In case it doesn't work (please God make it work, please, please, pretty please with sugar and honey on top) then I'll take a rest and maybe go for IVF after a month.
Just wanted to start a thread for all 2wwers so we can obsess over symptoms, share fears and concerns, and consider to hpt or not to hpt with each other.
I get very jittery towards the end of the 2ww and support from my friends on this forum has helped keep me sane thru the shots, scans, suppositories, tests, etc. Hope we can start a useful thread for everyone else in this 4th dimension...
Hugs and SSBD to all TTCers,
Sam

[tuie]

From what I can understand your results look fine. Please translate then for me so I can be sure.

[si_di]

I totally understand what you mean...if it makes you feel anybetter, you're not alone.
After what we went through last year, last week we found out that my DH has some pretty serious issues with his sperm.

These are his results:

liquefazione: completa
viscosità: normale
volume: 1,5 ml
ph: 7,8
colore: grigiastro
concentrazione: 160ml
concentrazione totale: 240 ml
motilità:
prog.rapida 10%
prog. lenta 46%
tot. prog.56%
in situ: 9%
statici: 35%

concentrazione totale con motilità prog. 134 ml

spermatozoi normali: 16%
spermatozoi anomali: 84% (testa 74%, collo 10%)

normospermia
ipoposia

They are in italian but i think you can easily understand them...the worrisome part is the motility and the abnormal sperm count.
We are due for our consultation on tuesday so i'm praying that we can get IUI or IVF in the next little while so we can atleast take a shot at that. Or atleast be assured that that could be a solution.

I don't even want to think about the gyn telling us that there is nothing we can do because i think i will go nuts!

[coylee012002]

Hi girls:
well here i am i just need to vent...I think i am going officially crazy, I am mad as hell and Hormonal.. I just feel like i cant go on... what is the point.... Today i went out with my little girl... AS i was sitting there watching all  the new mommies with their babies in hand... I felt like running out... But i felt like it was fair for her.. So i stay with tears in my eyes... When i drove home i starting to think horrible things wishing that all that new mommies just went away or lost their babies like i did... I wish for someone just go throught what i am going throught... I mean in top of losing my son...Now infertility is coming back harder then ever... f8ck. Why can life be a little easier for me? Why is god is punish me this way? for once i wish i could just sleep away my life or better yet... I wish i could just close my eyes and never open them again... I feel like the worse mom in the world i know i probably sound selfish but.... i think my daughter and hubby probably will be better off without me that way he could get married with someone healthy... and have more kids and maybe a nice brother or sister for Gabby (my daughter) well i wish u all the best but i am sorry i just need it to vent

[Sammy_J]

coylee
Thanks for the message... thats why this forum is so great as other ppl understand thru personal experience. Otherwise generally ppl can't realise what stress we go thru.

hopeitsmymonth
Thanks for the wishes. So sorry for your BFN> Hugs and truckloads of SSBD for the next cycle.

Loveday
Thanks for the message and prayers, need all the prayers I can get.

PrincessJam
Thanks, trying to stay positive. Just one more day... the toughest so far, but still its one day and it'll pass :)

Jennifer
Thanks... your and everyone else's support, messgaes and prayers mean so much to me. Hugs..........

Sinara
thanks... it was a good 2ww with  you and I'm really happy for you. Enjoy the BFP :)

ita
Long time no see! COme on dear, stay positive and keep using prog, it cant hurt. Sometimes theres a late implantatin and your lil bean would need the progesterone.

So I've given blood for the second beta and now have to play more if this fr*kin waiting game, lol. But feeling positive now after a frustrating evening when I got the 1st beta result. I don't feel very hopeful about this cycle though, I think it didnt happen Getting light AF cramps :( but not letting myself get low or sad. It will happen when its meant to.

I'll post my beta tomorrow. Meanwhile, please keep praying. Thanks for everything.
Sam

[ita17]

I've been off of here for a few days, so I just saw today your BFP ;o)  YEAHHHH CONGRATS!!!

Welcome to all the new girlies;)

Sammy, CRAZY stuff for you;)  I BET you ARE PG though!!!!  That's a pretty high number!  Can't wait to read your post tomorrow!

AFM; well, today I am 16 DPO, & I'm pretty sure I'm out.  Took a test @ 12DPO & @ 14DPO & got BFN's  I may get b/w today,  just haven't cuz I've been so busy the past couple of days!
I stopped my prog. supp.'s on Sunday, but am using prog. cream 2 x's per day,  just in case!  IK my RE would not approve, but I'm pretty certain I'm not pg;(
The only think weird is that my temps are still up, I SHOULD start AF today, my LP is 16 days long;(

That's it;)  Have a great day ladies......

[tuie]

Good luck with your U/S.

Thanks but I just dont feel hopeful for this cycle.