First IUI... a little nervous

[MrsB143]

I'm 28 and have been TTC for 2 years now and just started my first IUI process.  At first it was just a morpology issue with my husband, then after I was tested for EVERYTHING, it turned out I didn't have enough eggs someone my age should have. We skipped the colmid and went straight to injectables. I had my second blood test/ultrasound today and had 2 mature follicles and my lining is at 10mm. I'm SUPER nervous, it seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant and I just want a baby... Advice or words of wisdom?

[renny320]

Sorry about af. I am also sorry that you are done, although I totally understand. Hopefully it will happen for you naturally. Sometimes all you need is to let go of the stress of trying so hard, and then surprise, it happens. I've seen that with a few women here on MH.

I got my af yesterday and this is probably the most disappointed I have been. Everything was going so good with this cycle, I had 5 folicles. The 1st IUI which I got pregnant but then m/c'd I had only one folicle so I was feeling very confident. Now I start another IUI cycle but I have little faith it will work. If this 3rd cycle fails, my insurance should allow me to move on to IVF which brings some new hope. From here on out I am paying zero attention to symptoms because I had so many promising symptoms this cycle that had my hopes up. I guess it was the fertility meds that did it.

amy8702 - When I had my m/c in June I had 2 days of spotting a week later and than my first af came exactly 5 weeks after my m/c. I am sure you will get yours soon. Good luck with your doctor's appointment.

mrsb143 - Good luck with your 2nd Beta. If you are hoping for twins, I hope that is what you get.

[rmmoye]

I took a hpt. I have had some brown spotting this afternoon. no pain or cramps. I am hoping for late implant but not getting my hopes up. I decided not  to go in for beta because it is 2 hrs round trip drive.

[amy8702]

Rmmoye - I am so sorry you didn't get your BFP did you take a HPT or is that by your beta?

[rmmoye]

All: BFN. Looks like dh was right. Oh well. WE are done. We cant afford any more treatments. If i get prego form now on it will be because  God let it happen naturally.  I did not cry. What is the point. I am tired of crying. It wasnt ment to be!!!! AT this point i give up on the thought i will ever have children. God gave me the two boys and i guess that is where monther hood ends for me. I am a blessed woman to have the two boys. What more could i ask for.

Thanks for the prayers. I hope  U al lget your BFPS. I will check in to see how u r doing.

[amy8702]

Thank you for the advice aswell. I feel when and if I get my BFP again I'm going to be in a 12 week wait. I'm so scared.

[amy8702]

Rmmoye - you can test today, can't you? I'm eagar to see more BFP's. Baby dust to all!