hi ladies, its been such a while sisnce i logged on..problems with internet when i needed you ladies most..lol.. Anyway, just an update since i last appeared here. I started seeing what i thought was AF 2 days before beta. Devasted is an understement,i wanted to die, the doc's office was closed so i had to wait untill the next day to call them.they said its not over till its over as this might be the cyclogest irritating somethin down there.
Went for my beta,dr calls following mrng on my way to wrk.BFP...i cried,i cudnt believe it...phoned hubby and it was just pure joy.we r now waiting for 2nd beta and hoping it just confirms what we now know. Good luck to everyone and lots and lots of baby dust......
So sorry. I know what you mean about the money part.. This is really tough. I am so sorry.
JennyDots- I know what you mean about baby showers... My sister was supposed to be my donor for the eggs, but as she got off the birth control to get her tests done she got pregnant.. bummer for me since I have to see her every day pregnant, but I am so happy for her (it is very hard to feel both). I was planning on throwing her a shower, but my beta test will be my answer to whether I can or not...
It wasn't good news. Hopefully we can try again, God willing, and if we can come up with that kind of money again. :(
Good luck to everyone else! :)
I think I may drive myself crazy this week. I wish I could just shut my brain down about all of this and relax. I still have 8 more days until I test. This is going to be a long week.
DonorEgg- I hope you get your positive test. I know it is hard when your support system has to leave town. I have a baby shower I am suppose to go to the day after my beta. I am hoping for positive test results so I can make it to the event. Otherwise, it may be too much for me to handle.
My beta isn't until 9/6/12, and this will be a long 6 days. Hopefully, everyone has luck! I know that this has been difficult for all of us.
I am not looking too much into any possible "symptoms" of pregnancy, because I think that will drive me crazy. My husband goes out of town on Friday 09/07/12 (day after beta), so that is another thing on my mind.
Hopefully, when he leaves I am in a great mood (because the test will be positive....trying to remain positive).
Thanks ladies!