So today is day number 33 on my first cycle back on Clomid. I have gone this long before on my last try with clomid but everytime Im just praying that Auntie Flo doesnt come visiting. My cycles have always been longer than usual. I always look for early warning signs and always seem to find them. Then I just get let down. Such a roller coaster ride of emotions. Hopefull, scared, worried, dissappointed, guilty. Will it ever happen for us? I know I shouldn't worry about it and just let things happen the way their meant to.....it just doesn't get easier when this time comes around...when Im just waiting to be dissappointed. :( One day, it will be my turn right?