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You know, I just feel different this month...

I just feel different this month than I have in previous months. I'm fatigued and a bit irritable and I'm not an irritable person at all. My cramps are really really strong. I am far more sensitive about things than usual. My skin is breaking out. I've had a bunch of headaches. I have blue veins that start at the top of my bbs and draw all the way to my nipples. My cm is crazy. It's there all day and very yellow and globby. I think maybe I'm feeling stuff more because I'm a little bit older? I'll be 41 in December. I look in the mirror and don't feel like I'm looking at a 40 year old. I want this so unbelieveably badly. I want it so much it hurts.

SSBD!!!!!!!

~Sue  
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~Sue,
     It can definatly be overwhelming, I think after the first couple years, I started getting less hope maybe so it didn't drive me as crazy, but after my m/c last July, all the hopes were ther again. I was almost convinced it could't happen, then it did! Well even though I lost I said well at least there is a chnce. So I guess it has been a year for both of us! So it would be great if you got your BFP too! Still here hoping for you!!!!!
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Hey Keisha!

We started trying in December of '06. We got pg in March of '07 and lost the baby on August 3rd. Worst experience of my life. We had to wait the 3 months after the de so we started again in November. So all in all we've been trying for a year and 9 months. Can't believe it's been such a long time. I don't know how people struggle with this for years.

I still am having really vivid dreams, except like you I'm not sleeping. 3 nights ago I slept like a rock but the last 2 nights I've barely gotten any sleep at all.

No dizziness to speak of.

My cramps are wicked the last few days.

Who knew I would be excited to have gross yellow cm all this time! Usually it's gone by this time, do I'm really really hopeful.

I was such a strong girl this am. I didn't test!!!! That's a huge accomplishment on my part!!!

I'm so glad you're doing well and everything is going great with you! Sooooo excited to see your #s!!!!  

Testing in 2 days.  Sooooo nervous!!!

Thanks a bunch for the dust!!!!

Hugs,

Sue
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562884 tn?1279632334
~Sue,
      My anxiety is alot lower today, I slept maybe 20min. last night. IDK why, I was soooo tired, just not sleepy, if you get me. My dreams have now passed (Thank God).
It was so strang like you would swear you really had that converstation, but you think about it and you KNOW you didn't! uggghh. Are you dizzy or anything like that? I think that was the symptom that was completely diff. for me, Oh and by the way a girl at work, out of the blue was talking about her PG, she said she had wild dreams throughout her whole PG. I thought to my self HMMMM..... I'm not telling everyone yet till I see my #'s raise, IT'S KILLING ME! I want to scream it all day long!
    I hope I hope I hope you get your BFP this month, Its not fair!~ I have been blessed with 2 beautiful children, so I am thankful, but I think every women should have the MOMMY oppertunity!!!!  Well I guess all men should have the daddy thing too, I know this is my DH's first, and he has been on cloud 9, He wanted this as much if not more than me , and I didn't think that would be possible! How long have you been REALLY trying to concieve? I honestly never thought I would see a BFP again. I WOULD LOVE LOVE LOVE to share this experiance with you!
     Just get the DAM BFP! LOL My thought will be with you and here is some of my SSBD, I don't think it is expired yet!!! *******************SSBD**********************
~Keisha
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Thanks, girl!  I'll keep you posted!

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I'm so glad to hear you had wacky dreams as a symptom. This is really unusual for me. I typically remember a lot of my dreams, but these are really really detailed and very long seeming. I know dreams only last a few minutes, but these seem to last hours and hours. God, I hope this is it. I can't tell you how high up my hopes are and how terrified I am of being disappointed again.

How are you feeling???

Hugs back,

Sue
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Good luck to you Sue!!!
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