still no AF and too scared to test :(

[waitn838]

im anywhere between 25-27 days into my cycle and my cycles are normally 22-24 days (or so they were)....who knows...i didnt test today but ill try testing again tomorrow if no AF...

i did notice some very light pink spots on the tp when i checked my cervix earlier today and so i drank a lot of water and checked it later and there was absolutely nothing

and i have been soooooo tired

my bbs have been sore and im feeling bloated now too

....good signs i know but i wont believe it til i see that BFP with no doubts

[hannah1505]

it must be a late month for every one this cycle i was 6 days late then af came lol heads up i know its hard but we can do it together x

[waitn838]

well ladies..i tested this morning again and got another BFN....still no AF

i had a doctor appt at my normal family doctor to discuss my blood clotting disease and depression and he decided to do a blood test and try to get to the bottom of this

my gyno said to call back next week and when i hit 35 days if still BFN and no AF they will give me meds to force my period to come

im still waiting :(

im pretty much just waiting for the negative at this point....i actually want AF to come

[krushing]

Take some time off if you need to.  If this isn't my month, I think I've pretty much talked myself into trying next month by myself, no RE.  I think that is my problem...I'm stressing myself out trying to make everything work on their schedule.  Because with my last 2 m/c's I got pregnant first try.  I thought about taking a break myself, before I started back TTC, after my last m/c.  But, DH told me we had been through too much to give up.  So, here we are.  2 months later and probably no BFP.  I wish you luck and stay strong!

[NEONA]

I can't understand how this couldn't be the time for us. I was so sure this time, how could I be so wrong. It's like I don't know my left from my right, I'm angry, wanting to ball up and cry, my heart feels so empty when I have so much love to give.

The best thing for me is to stop ttc again, and focus on me, I can't help feeling like I'm grieving all over again, it's to painful. When I go back to the doctor's I decided to go on the pill, can't stand the hurt every single month since the last miscarriage.

Thank you all from the love I have in my heart to give to all.

[krushing]

Aww NEONA, I'm so sorry!  I cheated and tested this morning with FMU and got a BFN!  I'm looking for AF to show tomorrow as scheduled, I'm afraid.

[NEONA]

I'll tell you what I got. All I received this morning was AF before I can open the dame
HPT open, and heartache.