I have fibromyalgia as well. I too was thinking things were pretty hopeless until I found a clinic specializing in fibromyalgia and pain. They did blood tests and I had over 23 food sensitivities. Eliminating those foods and being on a cleansing and nutritional supplement plan changed my life. My energy came back and the pain subsided. The clinic I went through can be found at: http://www.cutlerclinic.com/
Hi,
Wow, laundry for 8? I just about manage half that amount - only 4 of us. And I don't do the towels and sheets as often as I should...
I'm looking into Ritalin and Provigil so I can discuss it with my doc. It seems they give stimulant drugs like these to patients with fatigue from MS, HIV, and Hep C, so why not us with CFS and/or Fibro?
It's going to be a few weeks till I can get an appointment with my doc - his vacation. I'll report back with my experiences when I something.
Nap-time. Again. Kids want to go to the pool. So tired. Husband fed up with being the one to run around places with them. I LOVE to swim. Cried with frustration yesterday when I couldn't go to the pool with them to meet with all our friends.
I've read alot online about people working out what their "Energy Envelope" is and living within that, as a way to manage their symptoms. They all live these terribly narrow lives - like me - and seem to have accepted that that's their lot in life. I DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT! - even though they all said that they just made themselves more sick pushing against the realities of thier illness, I want to scream and flail against this confining, mummifying cocoon of illness.
oooh, I'm so impatient. How can I just like down, not reading, not watching TV, not using the computer, no music and just do nothing? But if I don't, the headaches, the eye-pain, the dizziness, the awful exhaustion...
OK. Off I go. Dark, ear-plugs. Thank god for my dog. Quiet, gentle companion in my sensory-deprivation room. Oh listen to me - get it together girl!
Oh honey, I so know how you feel. It makes me sad to hear your words though. I hate that others have to go through this hell. I have very high levels of pain everyday.
Of course, I am always tired, tired, tired and when I am in a flare up with all of my FM and CFS symptoms then the exhaustion is so bad that I cannot even force myself up to shower. It seems so insane doesnt it? Not having the energy to bathe or brush your hair? And I dont believe I am depressed either. I am just SICK!
Someone mentioned only being able to keep on top of the laundry?? That made me laugh a little because that is something that I can usually keep done. We are a family of 8 so that is no small feat for me! LOL
I really hope you get a break soon and at least just feel better for a day. I have a friend who also has FM. She takes a low dose of Ritalin everyday and she says it has really helped her energy levels. You should give it a try! I did try but I have a prob with high heart rate so it didnt work out for me.
Feel better!!
Thanks so much for your words of comfort. I'm about to go to bed now, and am gathering my energy to take a shower. Seems so pathetic. It IS pathetic. I'm lucky that I don't have pain all day, as it sounds like you do, because of your fibro. For me it's feeling like every cell in my body has about 20 seconds worth of energy in them. And I'm about to go over my limit. And crash. Which I do.
Now I've realised that I need to get a cleaning lady in, because I can't clean my house without wanting to cry with frustration at my tiredness. What a waste of money! Like you, I used to hold down a part-time job and care for my kids (10 and 6) and be a cheerful wife and mother. Now...
My poor husband helps where he can, but he's got a chronic pain problem in his leg from a car crash. So here we are, the 2 of us limping along together. I read that some people with CFS get given Ritalin, which does the opposite in CFS to what it does for ADHD kids. I could use a little activity in my life, never mind being hyper-active.
Time for that shower now,
Be well, and thanks again,
Suzie
Suzie,
My heart cries for you this is identicle to how i and i am sure many others feel they say i have fibro i was a fit mum of 3 young girls when i got ill 4,5,8 they were when i got ill 3 years ago i have had ups and downs with it but the unbearable exhurstion is the worst along with the pain, i sleep all the time when my kids are at school so i can try and care for them when they get home, my life has been the same now for 3 yrs and it makes me sad i used to keep a 30 hr job down keep on top of the house work and the kids now its an effort to go out which i hardly do and if i do i have to use a scooter as i cant walk far.
as for your dr there is some things she can do she can try some medication to help like provgil i think thats what it is called and many others so i would go back or get refered to a rheumatolgist so you are under someone that can help. very gentle exericse can help and pacing your body not doing lots then collasping and some medication also diet is very important and vitamins and minerals but you proberly know all this anyway.
Just know your amoung those who care here and i am sure plantel will give you some great information as well as others. Pm me anytime you want.