You never had an exposure.
HIV is transmitted by;
Unprotected penetrative anal and/or vaginal sex
Sharing works with other IV drug users
Mother to child
I mean I cannot say with any sort of certainty if any of the fluid was on my hands hers or on my shorts when the masturbation was on going. Though even I didn't touch my penis directly.
Tell me I'm being stupid and paranoid.
I'll agree with you. You never had an exposure.
When I got home I applied alcohol to my hand arms and even my legs and penis and foreskin to make sure there were no cuts or broken skin. Nothing stung so I'm sure there was no open wounds in my skin.
I know I'm just being overly paranoid. Anyone else wouldn't give this a second thought.
Are you in the medical fields teak?
I'm just being paranoid. It was moment of weakness I shall never repeat. But I am happy I wasn't weak enough to go all the way.