Hi All,
I did something really stupid this weekend. I’m in a long term relationship, never cheated or wanted to cheat before but I got so drunk this weekend in Hong Kong I did something I’m regretting terribly.
Not sure what happened, black out drunk, all I remember is arriving at a flat with two girls, obviously prostitutes, I definitely received unprotected oral sex from them and at one point one received oral sex from me. I vaguely remember thinking at least she had a condom but to be honest I don’t remember actually having sex.
I am feeling terrible, so so guilty, I’ve not slept in 2 days, no appetite, loose bowels I suspect with fear and worry. I have a small red lump appeared within my public hair but I think it’s just an in grown hair.
Am I hugely at risk for STD’s or worse? I read about HIV 1, 2 and p24 tests you can do at home. If I did this after 3 weeks would it be accurate?
Any advice would be amazing, as you can imagine, tearing myself a part, I have no idea what came over me. Following the episode the stole my phone, my money and a car dumped me at the hotel. Feel like I’ve ruined my life.