Am confused and terrified..
First I would like to thank all the people behind this forum.. they are doing a wonderful job in helping propel around the world..
Apologies for my bad English.. I am not much very good in English.
Even though I was a member .. I always used to read the topics in forum , but never thought I will be posting a question here..
I am working in a construction site as technician and my job involves lot of sharp objects..
A week ago , while working I had a medium sized cut on my small finger below the nail and it had skin got peeled off and started to bleed. I dint not went my site medical as I was able to stop bleeding with plaster. Afterwards in evening I removed the plaster and left it dry naturally.
After 3 days I.e on weekend , as usual practise our company bus takes all the workers to city for purchase, as our site is in remote area. In city I met a girl in club and her HIV status is unknown.
We dint had any sex she just allowed me touch her while she rubbed herself. She rubbed her vaginal lips with her fingers and Then we kissed while holding each other's hands.i don't remember the time gap between her rubbing and holding my hand. But I' did not felt any wetness.
Afterwards when we came back I remembered I have a laceration in finger and I started freak myself what if the cum in her hand touched my wound. Out of curiosity I checked your forum and I was convinced that there no risk from such kind activities as this activity has taken not inside the body. I was even thinking to not get myself tested.
Same time out of curiosity and as per my friends suggestion, I used a mobile app to consult a doctor by paying online and sent them my finger photo , explained them the same scenario .. and I asked them what is the risk.. both doctors I consulted through text and photo, said risk is very low but none of them said zero risk..
This answers of both doctors made me scared and freaked out.
I know that what I did is wrong.. I should not have asked them..But now confused..
I was very confident of myself that I am not in any risk of HIV..
This doctors destroyed my confidence..
Please help me through this confusion