Hi All,
I had a friend stayed at my place for 5 days. It was a burden but I couldn't say no. I was wishing that he leavs early because he was spoiling the vacations. Second day we started drinking and chatting after sometime he proposed me and I told him that I like someone else (I already told him too). This guy is a studious good guy but irritated me a lot.
after he left I started developing this fear of having sex with him that night. After sometime of chating we left for a club and joined other friends there.
I am obsessing ovr possibility of sex with him. I don't remember any physical intimacy with him. his lips or touch or anything. I am guilty of alowing him to stay at my place inspite of having a boyfriend and being serious with him.
while drinking he was on bed and i was on a bean bag. after he proposed i went to change and then we left when i told him i am with someone else.
Please help.