I am so nervous. I have a oral exposure , which is my first exposure in Last year( maybe 4 months ago).
Afterwards, I feel soo nevous and I search for oral sex and the answer is not a risk in this forum.
Then, I am so relexed and not much stressed out. But 4 weeks after exposure I got a very severe cold fever and quinsy with pain in stomach and many many symptom. All symptom went after 5days. After these ARS-alike symptom, i feel so tired and some pain in neck! Then I thought about my exposure- oral sex and I perform on him for about 20 minutes many pre-ejaculate into my mouth, and were contained in my mouth. And after several minutes I spil it. 8 weeks after the exposure, I start a more severe cold with sweat, low-grade durative fever and very very exhuasted. After that, Always pain in my neck and gland of lymph.I TOTALLY believe I am not infected and I went to clinic and asked a rapid test. The result is positive and the clinic doctor asked my do it again.
But I am so scard and so nervous of the results? How it become positive? Oral sex isn't a near-zero risk?
Will it be ARS symptom or what should I do!
Tell me somthing!
My ONLY MERELY exposure is Oral sex (MSM) for about 30minutes, not seen blood not any visible cut in my mouth and not any small cut in my penis.
Just ask for help!