Thank you for your response. I appreciate your words.
You did not have an HIV risk. Let it go. As for your symptoms go see your Dr. Because those symptoms are not HIV symptoms or HIV related.
I was told that I couldn't have contracted hiv from this events. And I do believe but then things like this happen and it makes me doubt a little. I'm usually very alert, energized and good memory. But I read that hiv csn affect all these things and that's when doubt creeps in. I fight these doubts well enough with the help of all the posts about the impossibility of hiv transmission through a hand job or towel. Sometimes I feel vulnerable.
What were you told before?