Only you can take the test which you were advised to do on your other thread, so I don't see what you think someone here can do to help you. You are living in terror fearing the result, so you might as well test because if negative your worrying will stop. You have no medical training, so it is unrealistic for you to be studying your body and thinking you are able to diagnose a disease that only a test can diagnose.
Please stop making multiple threads about the same subject because it is better if all your info is on one.