I'm a 29 year old guy. I had sex with a CSW. The vaginal sex was protected and condom was intact as i checked it after we got done but the oral sex was unprotected. She was giving me a blow job. Unprotected insertive oral sex. The oral sex lasted for about 10 mins. Exactly after 14 days of this i got down with a sore throat and fever. 101 degree fever. I went to my GP and he prescribed me antibiotics & some other medicines, azithromycin 1000mg day 1, 1000mg day 2 and 500mg day 3. After starting with the antibiotics i got well the next day but still continued the antibiotics for the next day. Exactly after 3 days of completion of my antibiotic course i started having loose stools and dizziness, fatigue, shortness of breath, loss of appetite. I had lost around 4kgs in 1 week. My GP ordered a CBC test in which my WBC was only 4000. It's said that this is a sign of hiv infection. It almost took me 2 weeks to get back to normal. I am totally convinced that i am HIV+.
This cannot be a coincidence. Insertive oral got me hiv positive. I am scared to go and test because i know if i turn positive that would be the last day of my life. It has been almost 7 months after this incident. I haven't slept well, eaten well, i have lost all my friends as i don't wish to interact with anyone. All the time i am just searching and trying to convince myself that i am negative. Please please can you share your knowledge and tell me is this possible or may be all this was just a side effect of the antibiotic. Please help me. I want to live a normal life again. I beg i beg please throw some light and share your experience about what you feel. Please please please!