Please take the advice of our members, and your psychiatrist, and see a doctor about your symptoms. You have tested conclusively negative and your symptoms are not related to HIV, since you do not have HIV. There isn't anything additional our members can offer since this is an HIV forum only.
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Your tests are conclusive. You do not have HIV.
Whatever is causing "so many symptoms" has nothing to do with HIV. I do hope you are able to see a doctor soon to find out what is causing your non-HIV related issues, though.