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As you know, protected sex is safe sex and keeps you from getting HIV if the condom is used correctly and doesn't break. Glad you use condoms. Condoms when they break are very noticeable. You wouldn't have to guess. Pin holes and small leaks don't happen in real life. I'm guessing the condom material you used was latex? That provides adequate protection.
You have a fear of condom failure before even when you knew it didn't rip. If it doesn't work, it is because it rips down the side and hangs in tatters, so that obviously didn't happen. The hotel girl knows you can't get hiv from oral so you need to accept that too and move on.