As our members concurred that you had no risk, your question has been fully answered.
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Hi all im again test 100 day 4.gen anti hiv and Negatif this result enough? 100% ?
My fellow posters have tried reasoning out your complete non-risk event. However, you have ignored all the support offered to you.
It's not unusual to have complex emotions running through your mind during marriage, especially in your situation, where you either have issue of acceptance of your ownself or you are scared about stigma related to HIV.
Perhaps, a professional help would be necessary to get you through this and we can't do that from here on this forum since we are only specific to HIV prevention and you don't have a relevant concern.
I'm getting married 1 month later and I'm so scared I have sores in my mouth and nose and eyes that have been flowing for 2 months. :(
How many negatives do you need? Really, you do not have HIV. You couldn't because you didn't have a risk. The only risks for HIV are unprotected vaginal or anal sex or sharing IV drug needles. Oral sex is not how people get HIV because air inactivates the virus as does saliva. Therefore, stop testing and move on. If you find you can't, spend your time at the doctor discussing anxiety.
Your tests keep coming back negative because you were never exposed to HIV in the first place. The tests are looking for something you don't have. Now you have a choice to make. Are you going to keep running around testing for a disease that you couldn't possibly have like a crazy person, or are you going to accept that you didn't have a risk, stop all of this nonsense and move on with your life?
Oral sex possess no practical risk . vaginal anal and sharing syringes are the only risks.
There was no need for testing in the first place.
How can we convince you when you werent convinced by 6 4th gen tests?
See a therapist. You werent at risk, you tested negative which was obvious. You dont have hiv. Move on