I had a Hiv test and the results were suspicious, then I had to take another blood test and wait for the results for a week. Fortunately, the result is no disease. However, I was always obsessed with the hospital using an old needle so I had to have a second blood draw. And I did something crazy. I caught mosquitoes, then beat them on my skin and then used needles, tried sucking blood into the cylinder ... for some reason I was curious and tried to prick my skin again. I poked the needle horizontally, and at the same time I tried the suction and pumping operation (like a nurse in a hospital).
Now I was scared again because I suddenly remembered that my mosquitoes' blood was not. please help me. Suppose that someone's blood was infected with Hiv then the mosquitoes sucked more of my blood and I took the blood they smeared on the needle and stabbed me. I found that the blood outside the needle was dry, but I was worried that the blood inside the needle core was not dry (because there was some water in the needle, I played with the needle before sucking the blood of the mosquito). whether the amount of blood in the needle when I perform a push-pull pump into my skin, is enough to make me infected. I know no one will think of things like me. I'm really scared and obsessed.