You should look for seeking counseling instead of lighting your spliff - which might actually create more issues because you clearly suffer from anxiety, you disregarded the advice that was given to you and also decided to test for a complete no risk scenario. See a therapist.
Thank you, and you were right, just got my results. Been a long month man do i need a b l u n t
First of all, you had no risk because you used a condom and it did not break. Using a condom is what prevents HIV from spreading.
Secondly, for someone who actually had a risk, which again is not you, I've seen the experts who used to post here repeatedly tell people that it's not possible to test negative if you're having true HIV ARS.
Thirdly, the HIV tests on the market are among the most accurate of all lab tests available and therefore it's not possible to get a false negative at 30 days post exposure with a 4th gen duo test.