I got fully tested for all STI's including HIV almost 2 months ago. During that time I was sleeping with my "bf" unprotected but was routinely getting tested and even tested after our relationship ended. I was negative. However, a month ago I slept with this guy I met on tinder (my bf and I had stopped sleeping together). I've always used condoms when I slept with anyone else (besides my bf of course). During our "enagement" he preformed oral sex on me and also ate my ***. I preformed oral sex on him. We also had vaginal sex. We were using condoms just fine, but somehow we started talking about just putting the "tip in". So I let him, but only for a brief moment, I want to say 10-20 seconds max. Then I freaked out and made him put on a condom again. He told me that he doesn't have any diseases but I don't know when was the last time he got tested. I know that I'm stupid and I already have high pre-existing anxiety about HIV so i don't know why I even went along with it. I'm so anxious about HIV that I thought my bf had given it to me and I started developing what I assumed to be ARS symptoms (headache, extreme body aches, ect) but I tested negative. But with this encounter, I'm starting to freak out. I felt really tired for a week (2-3 weeks post possible exposure) and I also developed a headache that hasn't gone away (I've had it for 1.5 weeks now). Plus I looked in the mirror and saw what seems to be ulcers in the back of my throat/esophagus. But I don't have a sore throat or cough. And I cannot stop worrying! I haven't had any swollen lymph nodes, fever, or rash... Yet. But idk if this is all anxiety or if I'm truly going through ARS symptoms. Please let me know my risk.
1. Although he was only in me for 10-20 secs, and he did not ejaculate in me, how at risk was this exposure?
2. Can you get HIV through pre-cum (idk if there was, I'm assuming)
3. I also swallowed his cum during oral, what are my chances of getting HIV through that?
4. Can stress/anxiety cause all these symptoms? (I'm worried about the spots on the back of my throat, I'm not sure if they've always been there)