Hello ,I had high risk almost 5 months ago ,anal sex with guy who later told me he is positive ,the sex was brief less than 2 minutes ,because I was drunk and not hard. He texted me 2 weeks later saying he is positive ,I FREAKED OUT and had around 15 HIV tests until this moment ,all were DUO and rapid tests and come back negative, but I was suffering with so many symptoms and still suffering ,doctors don't know what is wrong with me. My last test were DUO on 16th week and rapid on 18 week ,I am anxious about all 6 months thing and I think I will test positive next time , I have couple of abcesses in the last weeks which got me really worried and I was taking antibiotics ,but they are still not healed. I am REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY worried and traumatized mentally after this thing ,please good people advise me what to do and where to turn ,how to get out from this thing mentally ,the thought of HIV is always alwayas always there , what are the chances I test positve after my tests ? Should I go for RNA test ,I live in poor country and here RNA is not avaliable ,only DUO is available and rapid tests. Please advice me
SCARED ANXIOUS TOTALLY DEPRESSED AND HOPELESS GUY