We wish you the best in moving past this as our members have stated accurately that this was not a risk for HIV.
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Hey everyone, it’s been a long 25 months of being worried asking you guys for your wisdom and advice and eventually seeking therapy and following through every week by going and trying to beat this. My therapist and I have decided That the only way She sees me letting go of this is getting a blood test done to see it with my own eyes and make my brain understand. Quite frankly I’m super nervous and hope the result is negative like you all say even though my wife and I have many things going on basically at the same time. Whatever happens just wanted to thank you all for doing great things here and taking the time out of your lives for strangers you have never met. It’s much appreciated and i go for a test next Monday and I will share my results..
You have done the right thing by considering therapy. It will help you over come your irrational fear, please understand that it is a progressive affair and you must keep seeing your therapist. Also, having faith in your therapist is very important, there is no point in second guessing information.
We have established that you were never at risk for HIV. Perhaps, any symptom that you speculate for your self or your wife is unspecific to HIV since you were never exposed to the virus. For anxiety related discussion you must post in the relevant forum. This is the best we can offer you from here.
We wish you the best.
What did your therapist say? I'm assuming you've consulted with a therapist since you last posted, given that your risk was non-existent and your symptoms were all related to classic anxiety.