Counseling is a fantastic idea, and we say that with compassion, not criticism. Your mental health is as important as your physical health.
Your questions have been answered, so we are going to close this thread.
Thank you guys. I guess I just haven’t been the same since my high risk exposure of unprotected receptive anal last year. With a guy who tested positive via oraquick right in front of me. That was in April of last year and it was a really traumatic experience and it messed up every act of sex for me. Next thing you know I’ll be on here asking if kissing transmits the virus. I mean i guess I probably need counseling to get over all this. It’s been a rough year sorry to be a trouble asking the same questions. Just want my life back. I’m calmer now but I still have to wait but you know how it goes.
You're more likely to die falling off your chair while reading this post than contracting HIV from oral sex.
It's not going to happen. Testing wasn't necessary.
Thank you both for that, I guess just being told very low risk all you hear is the “risk”part and it just makes you frantic. It’s very frustrating how not everyone has the same stance because I would not have went out and did wat I did if it was globally considered a low risk event. I don’t like risks and I won’t even be doing this again just for safety. Well I still have to wait for my results to come in tomorrow I will be sure to post for other worried wells. You guys managed to take a lot of my anxiety down. Thank you for that now I’m just stressing a little less keeping my fingers crossed and waiting for my results. You both have a blessed night.
If you're tired of it then you can stop obsessing about it at any time. No one is making you do that, you're doing it to yourself. No true expert in HIV research would tell you that you had a risk. But plenty of posers who literally have no clue what they're talking about would tell you that you had a risk. Are you going to believe an expert or are you going to believe some random person on a hotline that is probably playing Candy Crush while talking to you on the phone?
I also had the rapid insti test this weekend at 32 days negative. Is that even a good indicator?