Trying to forget about this

[ScaredinCanada471]

Hi everyone,

Well I tested negative for HIV 7 months after exposure and at the time I felt very good! It was last year that I had protected oral and vaginal sex with a sex worker. It was not long after this event that i developed a red rash on my penis that lasted for months. I had sex with her at the very end of July. I got sick in early December and had what i think was most likely a form of Scarlet fever. At the time though I scared myself and thought it was ARS.

At the time when I was sick it seemed like the red rash on my penis had gotten worse and I developed another red spot of a different part of the penis shaft. Stupid me at this time I got a lap dance again at a local strip club. It was a long one and afterwards later on that night I went home. I don't remember if I touched my penis where the red rash was afterwards at home though after the dance. Even though I touched her *** and body during the dance and she grinded on my crotch with her vagina there is no chance of getting anything right? Even if I touched the area of my penis after that had the red rash on it after the dance I can't get anything like HIV from that correct?

I had been very irrational about HIV for a long time before this so I think I am just really freaking myself out. I finally decided to go to the doctor and get the rash looked at and he said that it looked like a penile yeast infection to him. I got cream and after using it for a few weeks the rash completely dissapeared. I felt great! Now the problem is that it is back but in a different part of my penis shaft and it is just one fairly small red mark. I got my cream renewed today.

So since I tested negative for HIV numerous times up to 7 months after the sexual encounter with the sex worker I should just forget about HIV right? It is not possible for me to get it from a lap dance even if I touched the area of my penis that had the yeast infection on it afterwards after touching her body and *** right? Should I just try and completely forget about having HIV?


Thanks

[ScaredinCanada471]

Thanks you very much for the reply! It is greatly appreciated!

[alienshadow]

mental help you need it you dont have hiv your test prove it

[ScaredinCanada471]

What do you mean? What kind of help?

[alienshadow]

seek help NOW we cant help you here