Our members have already expressed to you the manner in which HIV is transmitted. As they have said, this is not a risk.
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The science hasn't changed in 40 years, so it hasn't changed since you asked yesterday. https://
www.medhelp.org/posts/HIV-Prevention/Fear-that-I-got-HIV/show/3063623
Your ideas are unscientific so consider therapy or see your doctor so they can explain that you are wasting your life because of your own unscientific ideas.