Hello. I am passing for a very stressing time right now. Two days ago my bf gave a blowjob while he was a little drunk. It was a little heavy though, five hours after that I took a shower and saw a small lesion on the head, it was like a scratch, the next time I saw it was before sleeping it was more red and painless. Could I be infected?. Does Hiv leaves a small lesion when it gets into the body?. I red that somewhere. Please help. Should I take Pep?
I strongly feel if you're still having excessive amounts of anxiety and worrying about HIV, then you need to revisit if this is a healthy relationship for you or not. You have irrational anxiety about HIV, which makes you having a relationship with an infected person very difficult.
You don't have an HIV risk, you already are well aware of the activities that would put you at risk.