do you think it is more guilt i am dealing with then facts of hiv transmission?
i thought so, but its hard to get your head round things when you suffer. just one last thing, please can you clarify how you know that this episode was a non risk factor?
Because HIV is not transmitted from masterbation. Dr's on this site say this all of the time. It is natural for some minimal amount of fluids to be exchanged but any amount is not meaningful, is probably deactivated and HIV does not happen without unprotected intercourse.
You could have move on when I answered you yesterday.
ok sorry lol! i have just hyped myself up too much over this, might take a while to bring myself back down again. as long as i never had an exposure, i can be fine.