You were already advised in the Dr's forum that you never had an exposure.
I am not alone I am afraid. Thanks for the advice however learning much scares much. Regards
HIV isnt ruining your life, its your obsession with it thats ruining your life. Learn what practices are safe (i.e most of them) and which are not (ie unprotected penatrative sex) and just do the safe ones.
Ok. Final test Today came out negative again as of 70 dys and I quit testing anymore. But problem is that fear of Hiv totally ruined my life. I have no idea how can I be together with someone again without concerning their status.
Thank you sandra12r,thank you Teak
You're losing your mind a little ;) You have no reason to be worried because HIV transmits through the practices of unprotected anal/vaginal sex, from mother to child or from sharing dirty needles.
You did not engage in these activities so therefore you had no risk, not from a handjob, oral sex, kissing etc NO RISK
So honestly, enjoy your life and stop worrying.