what makes a difference ?

[laser1]

i have had pvs'c for what seems like for ever, but i dont understand what makes one day different from another, how can i go a week with only a few here and there and then have a few days where its just never ending, driving me to despair, never know what each day is going to bring, sometimes i just want to throw myself in front of a bus

[matt_ks]

I've wondered the same.  It's a puzzle for sure.  

[laser1]

i just dont know what to do anymore

[matt_ks]

It's hard.  The docs check you out?  Get a holter monitor so they can have some real data.  When they give you thumbs up.  Then just try to adapt.  I've been working on this since I was a teen.  It comes and goes.  

[2210485]

Sympathetic/parasympathetic tone (different degrees of physical activity or stress), hormones, triggers (as mundane as allergies, chocolate or caffeine) all can make one day different then another.

Even the temperature outside can do it. It's difficult to predict (as you know)

[laser1]

thankyou