Thank you to all who replied to my question!! I could not figure out how to reply directly to the people who responded to me so I am just posting a question again. I am feeling a lot better tonight. Still a little anxious but am every night after working all day, getting my daughters to their activities, dinner, homework...... and the list goes on! Hoping I will be able to sleep tonight. I feel like if I could just get my breathing and anxiousness under control, then i would be fine. I could even deal with my big episodes! Please say prays that this works tomorrow. I am young and very active and want to get back to my life. To the person who responded from Atlanta... I am also in Atlanta. The weather was crazy tonight... but so appropriate! Again, thank you for taking the time to respond... it is incredible to hear that other people are going through this too. :)
Were any of you scared of actually feeling better? I know that sounds odd but I am actually afraid of not knowing how to handle a regular heat beat, and not holding my breath when I walk down stairs, and actually feeling calm on the inside... not pretending anymore.